AGAIN... LOST... AGAIN...

 GGood day everyone! It is good to be back!

Sorry for being MIA for a long time. :>

Now I will share to you a poem that resonates my feelings right now. 💜






"LOST"

Heavy clouds, drops of rain, winds blow slowly,

 there was a girl sitting in a bridge leaning on the steel.

She has a gloomy eyes, gloomy as the weather.

As rain drops, her tear drops

She felt hopeless, hopeful, scared, determined, courage, discourage.

Her mind is in chaos, it was a relaxing but depressing.

The whirlwind, the green field, the stormy clouds, the thunder

feels like home to her.

She wish to be a bird for the hundreds time, thinking that she might not have the heavy heart.

How to ease the pain? How to be not scared of the future? How to cast out the negativity.

The disappointment,  the lack of confidence, the insecurities, the financial problem, is slowly killing her body.



In this world full of uncertainties and depressing moments, may we find a comfort and peace within ourselves. May we always stand up no matter how many times we fell down, may we find a light in the middle of the night when darkness slowly blind our way and the cold night creep into our skin. 

Wishing everyone to always find your way back to who really you are, after you lost yourself. 💛💚

May we have that laugh, smile, energy, and spark that ignite our soul. :>


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