WORDS OF SOUL

A glimpse of History: When I was a kid, I thought a everything that fly in the sky is an Airplane, a Jet Plane or an Helicopter are all the same, they are an AIRPLANE. A plane fly through the air. I had this crazy thoughts that if I could also fly, ride and Airplane I can hold the clouds in my tiny hands or even taste it.  How good could it be? To hold the clouds and taste it? I can recall the ecstatic feeling by just imagining how does it feel, the adrenaline rush through my veins and I felt like the gravity of earth suddenly  disappear.  But REALITY HITS DIFFERENT When I was in grade school I realized that my biggest dream is crazy and IMPOSSIBLE. How could a mere kid like me can afford to ride the expensive airplane that cost my family a month of meal. And I cannot hold the clouds nor taste it. It was then, I forgot that dream, I hide that dream in the depth of my heart. I should not be idealistic in life, where my burdens need an idealistic approach. Until, I could no...

  How to survive in this chaotic world? At times I felt like a boat floating in  the vast of the ocean, lost in thoughts, burden by the heavy paddle of circumstances. I longed the favor of wave. May it bring me to the shore of success.  I am a dream chaser, chasing the word "Success and Victory" slowly walking with faith. Though, I stumbled and fall, I held the hand of my CREATOR, to lift my self up and don't stay in the sludge.  Faith brought me where I am now, I am reckless and stubborn because I am  obsessed with independence and growth. I am dressed with beautiful scars and it mold me who I am.  No matter how hard life takes, you must be brave to conquer the fear, and have strength to endure beyond endurance.